RMKBL Revelations with Alexzandria

From Desperation to Revelation

Alexzandria Rogers

Have you ever felt overwhelmed by frustration and desperation, questioning your own worth and the path you're on? This week on Remarkable Revelations, I share my own journey of transformation, sparked by a divine revelation. Reflecting on the profound teachings of Galatians 5:22-33, I invite you to join me in examining the fruit of the Spirit versus the works of the flesh. Through this candid self-assessment, I uncover the critical need for self-control and realignment with God's teachings. Discover how acknowledging our flaws and embracing grace can lead to a life that truly honors being made in God's image.

In the second chapter, we explore the vital practice of seeking forgiveness and realigning our daily choices with God's word. While perfection may be out of reach, the Bible offers a practical guide to navigate life's challenges. I'll share my personal experiences of discerning between my own thoughts and the Holy Spirit's guidance, ensuring that we walk the path aligned with divine wisdom. The past four months have been a period of growth and insight, and I look forward to what lies ahead. Always remember to stay remarkable.

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I feel like God, he and he's so gracious y'all but I feel like he's just like I don't know. I don't know this version of you daughter, like that is not who I called you to be. Like, obviously, what's up? Party people? Oh, my goodness, it's been a while since we've been here. If you're new here, hello, my name is Alexandria.

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Welcome to Remarkable Revelations, where I share my personal God-given revelations to help women tap into their worth. And I have to hop right in y'all. So kind of backstory here. I live in Houston and Hurricane Beryl, I have no power. I just finished washing and I'm deep conditioning my hair, so I'm running off of one light because the sun is going down here. So I'm on limited time.

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But I know someone may pose a question why didn't you record this at a later date? Well, I've been sitting on this revelation for about four to five weeks now, and before I got into the shower to wash my hair, I was watching a young lady in her ministry on her podcast and she was just talking about being obedient and not delaying when God speaks. And once I heard it, I'm like you're recording today. I don't know how, I don't know when, where, but you're going to make it happen today. So this is me making it happen today. So if you saw my last video, that was about oh man, oh man, march, the first week of March, um, there were some tears rolling. I was crying, you know, and I remember me saying specifically God, I'm doing everything that I know how to do. And the revelation that I received was like Alex, yes, yes, my beautiful daughter, you are doing all the things. Kudos to you. But look at who you're becoming, look at the kind of woman you are becoming. Have I called you to this kind of woman? And instantly, as I'm like processing, I'm okay. So what do I? What do I weight my actions on? Like, what's the scale? Because obviously I'm missing the mark.

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I get the thought of the fruit of the spirit is my life fruitful? And I'm like well, I think it is. Let's go look it up. So we're gonna go over to Galatians, chapter 5, verses 22 and 33. So the Bible says but the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness and faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. So now that we know that, let me tell you what the fruit of the spirit is not.

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Now, the works of the flesh are obvious sexual immorality, moral impurity, promiscuity, idolatry, sorceryife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, selfish ambitions, dissensions, factions, envy, drunkenness, carousing and anything similar. I am warning you about these things, as I warned you before those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. Everything that I just listed is works of the flesh, and the one that stood out to me most, excuse me, was moral impurity. Again, the person that I was becoming. Obviously my morals were completely off.

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I was already feeling that kind of way because, prior to me getting getting to receiving that revelation, I was very frustrated with myself because my actions, the way I have been living my life, was giving desperate, just desperate. For someone to see me, love me, choose me, um, and that's in my relationships, that's in my work, that's in um remarkable, that's like literally my entire life, um, I was isolating myself, I was having a victim mentality and I was living a very rigid lifestyle, like if it didn't fall in according to my schedule, then I'm like, no, not doing that. I'm so strict on myself. I'm like, okay, I got to hit the mark, got to hit the to work, go to gym, pray that it was. It was becoming very task oriented. And the last one, um, which is crazy is I was being a hypocrite. Um, I have this platform. This towel is so heavy y'all. I have this platform to help other women tap into their worth, to their god-given worth. So I say right, but I am out here living the complete opposite. I'm not walking like I know my worth, but yet I'm on platforms and I'm speaking to help other women tap into theirs. And it's like okay, alex, it's very hypocritical of you. Okay, my neighbors are noisy, but I'm gonna trust that you guys cannot hear them and I'm gonna focus on what I have going on right now.

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So because, again, based on becoming, obviously my morals are not in alignment, I've been holding my, my standards based on the world, based off of my flesh and not based off of what God says and what God calls us to be. God has already told us that we are made in his image and the Bible also tells us that because we are not made I mean because we are made in his image we are also. Our actions are supposed to portray his action. He calls us to live a holy life, just like he is holy. I find my worth in my works like wanting to get everything right, wanting to be seen, wanting to be in the room, wanting to do this, wanting to do that, wanting to be the bed, and it's like, girl, slow down, like relax.

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I'm just so disappointed in myself at the way I handled me. You know, every decision that I've made, my time, my resources, like the things that I've said yes to, I did not act as if I was made in God's image. God would never. God would never do the things that I did, said, allowed myself to do, went into certain rooms like I just let's move on. So I have to give myself grace and I have to truly move forward and I've told myself this a million times and the friends that I have confided in have told me this several times as well that I have to forgive myself. I really do. Knowing what I know now, I know what the standard is. I know what the bar is. God is the bar. Jesus is the bar. Jesus is the bar. Listening to the Holy Spirit is the bar.

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Not what you see, what the world is doing, not what's working for that couple or that manager or you know that person in that position, not what you see in the movies. You know, I feel like I've tried every way, I've tried to be the hardcore girl, the mean, mean girl. I don't have a mean bone in my body, I don't even know. It don't even work, right, okay, I can't even do it, right? Um, I've tried. The quiet girl, the nice girl. No, I have a voice, I'm gonna use it. You're not gonna run over me. Um, I've tried just about the pick me, like I've just, I've tried every version um to prove my worth and whatever caliber that looks like. And I feel like God is trying to show me like, hey, a little girl, you're going to become somebody. That for one, I don't know. Like I feel like God, he and he's so gracious y'all but I feel like he's just like I don't know, I don't know. This version of you, daughter, like that is not who I called you to be. Like obviously he's omniscient, he's omnipresent, he knows everything, but I feel like the way I was living my life, he's just like that is not who I've called you to be. I've called you to live righteous.

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The bible was first written in Hebrew, in Aramaic. If I'm saying that, right, got this book and I love it and I've been reading it to understand exactly like what was this? The writer or the author of that time trying to really, you know, relate to us in the bible. So, um, if there's like a key word or something, I'll kind of look it up in here and then it breaks it down into like, if it's the um new testament is going to be in greek and if it's the old testament is going to be in hebrew, but yeah. So psalm 139, verse 14, says that I will praise you because I have been remarkably and wondrously made y'all. So I love it because it literally says remarkably, remarkable, remarkable revelations, everything is just he's so awesome. After I read it I'm like, okay, well, I wonder what did you really mean when you said remarkably or wondrously made? Remarkable, unfortunately was not in here, but wonder was, which is the root word of wondrously. This is, um, the old testament. So this is going to be broken down in hebrew and it states that this word signifies a divine act or special display of divine power. So when God made you and he made me, he made us. It was a divine act, it was a great supernatural power.

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When you move anything less than it's just it's, the more I think about it. It's just, it just frustrates me. We need to move according to the fruit of the spirit so we can have a fruitful life. Um. In matthew, um, chapter three, verse eight um john challenged, uh, the people to produce fruit consistence with repentance. And the reason why I quote that is because, now that I see the way that my actions were and it displayed on the type of person that I was becoming now, I need to repent now.

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I need to ask God for forgiveness and then move on with my life and be as in alignment with God's word as I can. We're never gonna be perfect, but God gives us options to choose daily in his. His word is a book of instructions, y'all. Like. It's literally here. We just need to pick it up and actually open it and start from there, um, and invite the holy spirit in. Like I have.

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I'm not quite sure, like I mean I'm still learning on what that is and what that sounds like, but if I feel like the holy spirit is trying to tell me something, I just go back and back check it so I can know if it was me thinking or if it was really the holy spirit, and if it aligns with what god's word is truly saying and not me manipulating it and how I want it to be, then I know like that was specifically from god himself. So I thank you guys for being here. That is all I have for you today. Well, tonight I need to go, rinse out my head and go somewhere where there's power, but I love you guys so much and I have so much that I want to catch you guys up on. You guys will see me soon.

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God has given me so much and it's it's been a hard four months, but it's it's been a lot of growing within those four months too. So I just can't wait to share what he has been, what he has graciously spoken to me and um, yes, I'll catch you guys. The next one remember to always and y'all I haven't done this in so long. I forgot how to end my episodes remember to always stay and be remarkable. Bye.